I say this title in the most sarcastic manner because on the surface, today was horrible. If someone were to have watched me from sunrise to sunset they would be disappointed, as I was, until I began to think. When you’re a fixer and a fighter, it’s hard to acknowledge small victories especially on days […]
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I’ve come to a point where I don’t know what to do but write. I’ve felt this overwhelming sense of loss this year and it’s overshadowed the gains I have made professionally and spiritually. I lost my virginity, and with that I lost the little self-esteem I had as well. It would be unfair to […]
Read more "Breathing out and letting go"
I don’t fear much, or at least I don’t struggle with your typical fears; except for maybe heights. What I truly fear are things like dying of starvation as a result of my struggle with eating; things like amounting to nothing in life, never reaching the goals I have for myself, or simply settling for […]
Read more "Late night drives with that special no one"
I’ve spent most of my adolescent life trying to remember suppressed memories of my childhood. This has often been a painful process because I have a hard time remembering the good and the bad. The bad is a little bit easier to remember because I’m naturally more of a pessimist, but one blissful detail of […]
Read more "Reunited with my angel of music"
Rummaging through my creative portfolio from last semester and I realize how much one really can change in a matter of months, even weeks. If you haven’t noticed already, my posts from last year are still here I simply changed the look of the site, the url, and the title. The old site didn’t represent […]
Read more "Inhale. Hold. Release."